Frustration

So, I'm hard on myself.  That shouldn't be a surprise to anyone.

I had my Saturday planned out.  I would wake up, get my blood test since it was day 21 of my cycle, go help prep for a baby shower, and do other things throughout the day.  I woke up right on time and then it hit me-my doctor's office isn't open on Saturdays.

Frustration hit hard.  I was so upset with myself. I was more frustrated because the process of getting pregnant is so dang long.  I know it's only a month longer, but for some reason it upset me more than it should.  I also don't like to disappoint, so somehow I thought I would disappoint my doctor (which the rational side of me knows this isn't true at all...I just wasn't completely rational on Saturday).

Luckily John is always there to talk me down and tell me things are fine.  So, onto round 4 with Clomid. Here's to better forward planning and paying attention to detail.